Of Stories & Tellers
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My first experience with a real story
was the day I had asked my mom the eternal question – Mamma, where did I come
from? And my mom very lovingly placed me on her lap to narrate a story which
began with the usual Once upon a time. I clearly remember I had asked my mom to
narrate this one so many times to me that I had lost count. I loved the part
where she said “And we got you home!” I just loved the joy that one sentence
carried. Perhaps that was the moment I
fell in love with stories and with happy endings too!
As I grew up my mother introduced
me to reading, Cinderella being my first book ever. Since then the appetite for
books has just increased. She thought she is taming a hyper active child but
actually books only became one more activity for me as I literally gulped them
down. I remember our summer holidays,
going to nani’s house in a train with all kinds of knick knacks packed in the
bag. We were allowed to buy one thing to last during the journey. My brother
usually bought a game while I got a book. My mom would purposefully hide it,
only to hand it over once the actual journey began because she knew it won’t
last the whole journey any which ways and I would be back to my ever
questioning self! And I had to make do after she gave me one spiteful stare and
said “No… I am not buying you any more
books….”
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I would spend my whole summer
holidays playing with my toys. I would line them up in a row and enact a story
making each one of them a character, try to imitate different voices, give them
names and make them do things I had probably read somewhere or seen on TV. Not
that we had a lot of variety when it came to TV in those days but whatever
little it was, was enough to trigger my imagination.
Once on a whim Mom got me
enrolled at a nearby library. It was at my insistence as she found it difficult
to have me around the whole day with nothing to do. I had just given my boards
and yes nothing was exactly what I did the whole day. One day I came back from
the library stating “Ma, that library Uncle wants to meet you. He says he won’t
give me any more books without that”.
The first thought that came to her mind was she is surely reading something she should not be. Off we went to the library and that Uncle seeing my mom began “We just wanted to check is she really reading?” My mom in all her bewilderment replied “Oh yes.. That is what she does. The only thing I see her the whole day with is a book. Why what happened? Is she reading something wrong?” “Arre noo.. We are all surprised at her pace. She has almost read 3 books in a day and that too thick novel and we thought the girl is just doing this for fun but when we asked her the story she remembered it all, so thought of asking you. “ Though mom heaved a sigh of relief there I knew I was going to get a lecture of how much was enough. And lectured I was, not only that day but for years to come. For everytime I did not like anything that was happening around me I would grab a book and get lost in the oblivion.
Slowly as the characters begin to come to life and
the story begins to take shape all the noises begin to drown in the
background and all that can be heard is the rustling of pages along with
my pacing heart beats.
I can actually visualize my
mom even now, screaming at me, don’t read so much, don’t read in this position,
and don’t read in poor light, not when you are travelling, you will get bad eye
sight. And I would be thinking, “Whatever… I am still reading...” and
turn a deaf ear. She is so fed up with me now that she has stopped saying
anything!
Nothing and mind it nothing could stop
me from reading even after millions of such incidents. I have finished novels in
hours and spent the whole night talking in my sleep about how beautiful it
felt. I have read till wee hours and cried myself to sleep when a character has
faced pain and hurt, the most impact-ful for me was the 7th and
final part of Harry Potter. I cried like a child when I read the moment he dies
in the book. No it was not because he was dying, it was the emotions that had
choked me up there.
How can I forget the tears I shed when
I read P.S I love you, Love story, Harry Potter, A walk to remember, How about
a sin tonight, Love, Peace and Happiness, Seven steps in the sky, various
Chicken Soup Series, Aleph, Veronica decides to die , Women writing in India (I
& II) etc etc
The giggles I had while reading Two
states, some of Cecelia Ahern's books, Princess Diaries, Diary of
wimpy kid, Harry Potter (again!)
The magic I witnessed in Harry Potter (yet
again - gosh I think I need to do a separate post on all that I learnt in these
7 books), Manual of the warrior of the light, Lord of the
rings, Cinderella , Snow-white, Rapunzel, Little Red Riding Hood,
Sleeping Beauty............
The beauty of love & relationships
I experienced when I read Home, Where do you belong, From the eyes of my mind,
Life of Pi, Brida, A calendar too crowded, Because I am girl,
The charisma of friendship I felt in 5
Point Someone, One night at Callcentre, If God was a banker, Custody, To live
once again, Life-as it is, It's your move wordfreak, Urban shots, Oh... the
list is endless................
Throughout my growing up years I had
rationing on my book-buying. So the moment I started earning I made a list of
books –to-be-read and would save for them every month. Thanks to the Landmarks,
the Crosswords and the Flipkarts of the world now I demand only vouchers are my
birthday gifts too as I go about buying all the books in the world!
The moment I enter a bookstore I am
like a crazy kid in a toy store. I run my fingers over the various books there
first just to get a feel of them, and suddenly stop at one. I somehow believe
books speak to me. And I stop at a book that has just started saying something.
I feel the book, read the blurb and then I open the pages to smell them. Once I
am convinced with the feelings this actions have invoked I buy that book.
Sounds weird - but then that's Moi!! ;)
Few days back when I was maha- upset I
ended up buying some 11 books – each one I was lusting for since a long time
and my did I feel good.. I was jumping the moment I saw them. I thrive on books
and I cannot imagine a moment without them. They transform me to a world
full of imagination, make me believe in things which perhaps are not common
around me but I know they do exist.
I breathe books when I am reading and
live them when I write. My love for writing perhaps generates from the deep
rooted love for anything related to words. I am a book horder, having some 450+
books and I dream of a house with a library in it someday. And when I will die
I want to be buried with my books so that I can continue to exist in my magical
world of words. The only thing my heart says right now is....
P.S: I know this is a little bit longer post than my usual ones, but I guess once in a blue moon I am allowed to indulge myself in such pleasures ;)
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